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Filtered to Ed <3

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 17:08:48 GMT

So, Ed.

You and Alfons have fun?

C'mon, give me the dirt. <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 21:14:27 GMT

.......I think I have a body.

...Do I?

............................................................

I honestly can't tell.

Heh heh heh...

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 21:45:29 GMT

So...Ed. Alfons.

Misuzu. Al.

You all get into one huge 4-some or what?

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 22:49:40 GMT

Oooooooooohhhhhhhh................

My head...

What the...

Damn it! Last I remember I took Alfons out to a bar...

And then...

What happened?!

What the--It's so HOT...

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 23:33:01 GMT

Oh my GOD, it's so hot.

I want to just hang myself right now, rather than deal with this crap.

...

Alfons, you have an air conditioner, right?!

GOOD.

I'm going to go to your house and sit directly in front of it.

And not move for a YEAR.

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 00:46:19 GMT

....*sigh...*

Another year of the Tower, another year of getting things off my chest. I'm used to hearing others get stuff off their chests...not so much the other way around, but...

...

First there's the entrance to the Military Academy. Next Semester is starting soon, and I still don't have a recommendation to get in. I don't know if I ever will, at this rate. I told Mom that I was quitting school...she was pretty disappointed. In fact, she nearly had a heart attack when I told her that I was going to exchange my normal life for a military career, but what else can I do? I want to do something for everyone else. I can't just sit in the dark and be ignorant anymore.

I'd made this commitment, and I'm gonna stick with it.

Besides, I love the guys in Investigations. Even the creepy lesbian secretary (and besides! SOMEONE has to be there when Mr. Hughes gets into his emo moments!!)...

...

And Setsuna.

She's leaving next month.

.....

I'm not sure exactly what to say about that. I'm glad that she's going to a good school to pursue her education...Hell, she was glad for me. Actually gave me a huge hug, and the two of us just sat in my room and cried for hours and hours.

...

It was at times like those when I missed you guys. When I miss giving you all hell and bugging you and just being Sekai.

I....

I just don't want to screw up. I want to make sure that all of this means something.

...

And...

I wanna stick with all you guys--Kotonoha, Ed, Alfons, Roy, Mr. Hughes, Miss Saber--all you guys, as long as I can.

I don't wanna stop being friends, y'got me?

Okay?

...............................

And I hope Makoto rots in the fiery pits of hell and gets his dick bitten off by a male prostitute with oral herpes.

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 22:58:25 GMT

I said I'd help him, but how in the hell am I supposed to get Haruhi to make friends? Maybe I should take both her and Shana out...it seems that the two of them are close, so that'd help...

And I still can't figure out that 'split personality' thing of Yugi's.

He's just as antisocial as...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eheheheheheheh...

Woo! The Sun Festival is coming up soon! This means that I need to get a new swimsuit!

......Come to think of it, I haven't gotten a new one, haven't I? I've been too busy getting OTHER people swimsuits that...

Urgh! How could I have forgotten?!

Wed, 28 May 2008 17:38:03 GMT

This is just so weird!

I mean, there are a lot of weird things going on lately (like how the hell does Mom keep eating all my ice cream in the Icebox? I buy some, and then she just scarfs it down! I swear, I'll never be able to keep sweets in the house!), and the job's weird enough...

But...

AGH!!!

That Yuugi kid is weirding me out. One second, he goes on about how a bunch of kids beat him up and take his lunch money, then when I offer to help him out, it's as if he grows testicles as well as three spines in the course of five seconds, and then switches back to a more 'normal' personality and GAH!

Then he 'blacked out' and the boy ended up in the hospital before...I'm not sure how that happened, but...

I might have to investigate this more...I definitely can't leave this alone.

Hey...Yuugi, was it? How about we hang out sometime soon? Like, not this weekend because I'm swamped. But sometime soon...you 'n' me.

Sun, 25 May 2008 10:06:18 GMT

I. AM. EXHAUSTED.

On top of work, and on top of everything else, why did Mom find it necessary for me to clean the entire apartment from top to bottom? I've been cleaning all night, and I have to go to work in a few hours...

I'm so tired.

I swear, Mom.

Next time you do this...I am going to just duck out and run to Setsuna's and be done with i--

.......

Okay, nevermind. Setsuna's leaving pretty soon...

Then I'll run to Hughes's. Or Alfons's. Or even Saber's. It's nice that you ask me to clean your house and all...but when there's only a few things on the floor and I've consistently cleaned every day for as long as I've lived here, don't ask for a random spring cleaning when it isn't needed....and say that there's 'so much dirt' on the floor when there's obviously none.

:<

I'm sleepy, so I'm going to bed now.

Good night!

I SWEAR TO GOD.

Fri, 23 May 2008 02:45:28 GMT

I SWEAR. KIDS THESE DAYS.

Taking a shy guy and beating him up and taking his lunch money. And stealing his homework, too!

What a bunch of jerks. I should ask Yuugi where he goes to school so I can give those idiots what-for.

...Actually...

Where *DO* you go to school, anyway? I'm not going to let these idiots get away with this.

>:3

Sun, 11 May 2008 20:47:23 GMT

Look, if we ever do get hitched, I'll eat my cufflinks and have you as best man. :p

Remember that, Ed?

...Looks like I have a tuxedo to buy, and you have to train in the art of gold-munching. >:3

....>:E

Sat, 10 May 2008 01:15:32 GMT

...Did Ed drop off the face of the planet, or what? He hasn't been on his book in days, it seems (Either that or he ignored my messages, the jerk!).

Or is he just so lovesick that he can't even think straight?

ED!

EARTH TO ED!!!

Answer me, dammit!

If you don't, I'll call you and do nothing but talk in that stupid Runic language we learn at the University and be really annoying! Don't think I won't do it!

...

YOU'RE NOT SITTING AROUND AND MOPING, ARE YOU?!?!?!?!?!

...

...That's it, Ed. I'm coming over.

Business as usual XD:

Wed, 07 May 2008 19:18:27 GMT

Well, it's business as usual around here. I can't help but feel bad for poor Mr. Hughes who's stuck flat on his back in the hospital, though more and more people are piling me with stuff to file. I didn't think that people in Investigations had so many things to look through just in one day. Mr. Hughes is going to just love the amount of work that is waiting for him when he gets back.

Maybe I'll bring some of the smaller files for him to look over in the hospital. A few of them are only a couple pages...not like some of the reports, which are over 100. God. Several of these a day...

I wonder if I'd be able to deal with it.

...

I also got ahold of the military academy, and talked to a few people about getting in (I also explained my situation a little...well, more just saying that I had a change of heart career choice in the middle of my University career, and if there's any way I can get a transfer). Apparently there is a way to get in, but I'd have to take a semester-long prerequisite course to make sure I'm 'cut out' for this military thing.

But even then, that's only on special commendation. Where the hell am I going to find someone in the military who's willing to commend me to the school so I can go get a job in the Investigations division?

Geez, I'm just a secretary!

But on the offchance I am able to take this course? That means I'm going to have to do physical training...maybe even have basic weapons training...

Katsura's the one more suited to that than me. Her family's the one who gave her those swordfighting lessons! I know my way around a knife, but that's only because Mom demanded I know how to use SOMETHING if I get caught in a dark alley!

Ah well. Go with the gusto, I guess. I can do this.

---

Hey, I was able to dig up a bunch of information. Want me to stop by so that I can give you the rundown? I did cliffnotes, but...some of this stuff you'd just have to see for yourself.

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Hey, Ed? How's Alfons? Did you find her? I haven't been able to keep in touch for the past few days because of work and such, but...did you get ahold of her?

Ed. >:E

Sun, 04 May 2008 07:57:58 GMT

Hey, Ed. I'm kidnapping you.

You need distraction, and you need it now.

Sat, 03 May 2008 11:55:52 GMT

...

Even after all night, we couldn't find her.

......

Where the hell could she be?!

Fri, 02 May 2008 18:43:41 GMT

Hey, Shana? I believe someone owes me money. >:3

Thu, 01 May 2008 19:03:30 GMT

In light of everything that Saber told me last night, I'm wondering just why I'm feeling excited thinking about what I know now. This sort of stuff I kept my nose out of when I was younger--and rightly so. I helped my friends when they had a problem, but I tried to keep myself out of danger.

...

...I was always a coward. Running away from danger and hiding. I always said that I wanted to help, but in some ways, I could never bring myself to go the extra mile out of fear. I was too scared to make anything serious out of what I could do. I'd always been a good judge of character...except when it came to my own feelings. I'd been cursed with bad boyfriends--sometimes even asshole ones who cheated on me and took advantage of me.

I kept saying that I wanted to be a love therapist out of a childish naivete. With things much bigger going on in the world...there's more important things than love that I should be using my skills to work with. That doesn't mean I'll ever stop being a cupid, oh no.

Just...

My priorities have changed.

If I can pull this off...I think I'll seriously start pursuing a career in Investigations.

...

But it's the Temperance festival...

I didn't have much time to grab bouquets this morning, but I did grab a few. I grabbed one for Saber in Hughes's stead, because with all she's done for him, he'd BETTER give her a bouquet or I'm smacking him so hard he'll fly through the hospital walls!

But I did get one for Katsura, Ed, Alfons, Mr. Hughes, Miss Saber, and Setsuna. Mom should be coming home in a few days, so I'll get her a belated bouquet when she gets back.

...

I know my period's coming up soon. Damn it, I can tell.

...

I have a feeling that I won't be able to get up tomorrow.

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:34:06 GMT

Well, after getting enough sleep, I decided to go back to work today.

Turns out that in light of the two events that happened recently, things are, quite literally, pandemonium.

At least at my desk, it seems. Everyone and their mother keeps forgetting that Hughes is in the damn hospital, and all give me files that I need to give to him. One jerk even said that he should look at it IN the hospital if he's feeling up to it. Instead of telling him what I really thought of him, and that he needed to shut the hell up before I crammed my not even sipped once coffee (which I desperately needed) up his ass, I told him that Hughes would be reading files only when he's better, but I'd make a memo of it and put it in his file.

...

And I think my period's about to start, too.

This is the worst time for this to happen...since I'm going to go see Miss Saber tonight, and talk to her about a few things.

----

And Ed, before you start telling me that I'm sticking my nose where it doesn't belong, I know what I'm doing. Trust me. I'm not getting into anything dangerous, I just need to ask Miss Saber a few things <3

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:34:56 GMT

I'm sick of all of this. After Hughes getting blasted all to hell, Alfons almost getting eaten, Shana getting the snot kicked out of her...I'm seriously sick of being left in the dark like this.

I'm going to talk to that Saber woman, see if she knows something. She did lay down the information on what happened to Mr. Hughes, and maybe she knows something about those weird things that have been attacking the city. Shana's still recovering, and I'm not sure if anyone in that house would be too happy with me digging this stuff up.

Setsuna's been worried about me the past few days. She doesn't say anything, but I notice those looks she gives me in class. They're always asking me something, and I know she's worried as it is because I've been spending so much time around Ed and the others.

I can't tell her what's going on. She doesn't have the book, so she doesn't know about the string of stuff that's been going on lately; but I know it upsets her that I'm involved in something and she doesn't know of it.

*sigh*...

I wish I could do something...

I need to get behind this.

...

You know, looking at what's going on--maybe this investigation stuff is my true calling.

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 22:16:09 GMT

You know, the first thing I hear in the morning shouldn't be a pair of newlyweds fighting. I watched over Shana all night, changing her bandages, cleaning her wounds, making sure that she was okay, and what do I get when I finally collapse on the floor due to exhaustion?!?!

"You IDIOT... get yourself KILLED.... god's SAKE, ALFONS... need you; how d'you think Misuzu would deal without you? AND Shana... REALLY angry... how MUCH blood you lost?... scared shitless- not that I- I mean..."

THAT is what I get!!! It's true that Alfons needed a good screaming-at, but did he really have to do it so loud that I could hear him? Geez. I got hardly any sleep, I called in sick to work due to, I dunno, friends near-spontaneously-combusting-due-to-crazy-monster-magician-tomogara-thing, and then I wake up to my best guy friend screaming to his would-be-girlfriend-if-they-weren't-so-damned-retarded over her being an idiot!?! Ed, I know you care. Ed, I know you want to fuck her hard until you both explode from repressed sexual urges.

BUT.

LEAVE.

ME.

THE HELL.

OUT OF IT.

I don't want to hear your arguing, I don't want to see it. For all intents and purposes, I want to pretend that the world doesn't exist and fall into dreamland for the next thirty years.

If you want to confess that you want to screw her senseless, do it on your time. Not when I'm sleeping.

Thank you.

Screw you all.

Good NIGHT!

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 19:04:15 GMT

Those idiots better be okay. Roy and Hughes BOTH. There was a lot of stuff I had to file lately, and though I shouldn't have, I did look into some of it...I've also overheard a good amount of conversations floating around the Investigations' office lately.

...Thank God Hughes didn't look into my notebook, and thank God I took those Ancient Runes classes.

...Or else I could have been fired. Or worse.

...

But...

...

I'm really worried now.

We've had some screwed up stuff float around the Investigations' offices...and maybe Hughes got caught up in the middle, figured something out, and then someone...

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Hey, Ed, Alfons? How you guys holding up? You guys okay?

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Hey, Shana? Are you still looking for those idiots? I want to find them with you.

...

And maybe you could clue me in as to what's going on. I think I kinda have an idea...

On the Garden...

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 23:39:38 GMT

So Ed, why don't you plant some irises, orchids, or lilies? They're all really pretty, and you could put them near the arbor when you build it <3

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 21:49:23 GMT

Shana, I got his address! You should go and see him when you can, okay? <3

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Katsura, how is living with Alfons? I'm sorry I couldn't keep you at my place any longer...Mom's gonna be home in a few days (turns out the delay is going to be shorter than expected...hopefully Mom won't come home drunk this time!), but if you need help finding a permanent home, I can see if I can find any other apartments for cheap...

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Hanabishi, s'okay if my friend comes to see you next week about that job? It's still open, right? <3

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So, Ed, how's the Garden coming along? <3 I still have that extra stuff if you want it.

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So, Alfons, what're your favorite flowers? You like flowers, right?

<333333333333333333333

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 20:55:41 GMT

Hey, Roy? Can you tell me your address? There's a cute friend of mine who wants to stop by sometime~

Is that okay?

She really wants to see~ you~

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 17:27:02 GMT

Well, I FINALLY have a new job! It turns out the secretary position was a success~ <3 I'm working for Mr. Hughes, if you can believe it. But he didn't have to fall over and accuse me of having ulterior motives of working there! I needed a job, so I looked for one just like anyone else.

Overall the place is pretty pleasant. There's this creepy lady who hits on ALL of the secretaries, but other than that it's okay. No Makoto-types trying to get me to do dirty things to him behind file cabinets, and no Taisuke-types being jackasses 24/7. Even the filing's pretty basic--it's actually a lot easier than the stuff I had to do back in my first secretary job. Then again, answering calls from Makoto's various girlfriends was definitely NOT part of the job description...*sigh*...why did I even...

<3 But I think I'll actually be able to keep a steady job now on top of school. The hours are flexible too, and the work flow's slow enough to where I can study and do my homework while working.

<3333

Though maybe I can find some lonely young man in my office who I can play cupid with...a love therapist's work is never done, after all <3